The SWEat room . What a Day...

It has been awhile I update my Blog.... I am too busy or should I say I am always busy .. Y y ? ? Just cannot stand it .. There are so many things for me to do.. How I wish the clock can turn faster and it will be even better if it allows me to turn the other way round. I want to change some parts of my history and create a new future. That is Life ! MY LIFE ...

I felt so restless this afternoon when I hit the sweat room .. No mood .. no motivation .. no idea what the hell had happened to me. Feeling so down, I ended up in the jazuzzi ... Enjoying the arrays of the hot afternoon sun. I started to begin my mediation process.. Thinking what had I done so far .. For the past few days, exams occupied most of my time ~ sleeping time gaming time chatting time ..GoNE ... I hate exams !

Think nobody will believed in me .. Felt so dejected sometimes. Words can be so hurting like the edge of the sword.... You think I want to study that HARD ? Who does not want to slack like nobody business and lead a carefree life ? I want ! But not now.. beco my history had enlightened me..